home from buying gravel to make emergency repairs on my driveway that got scoured out/undermined from the rain/snowmelt. not how i intended to spend the day.
@circa1977 this is only possible obviously with a system like my current with separate sensors. if i get an all-in-one it will probably go on the pole. i’ll keep you posted :)
i can’t wait for the “thought leaders” to crap all over people who make New Years Resolutions. sure it’s arbitrary, but maybe it’s our best chance at success.
i understand that being middle-aged and successful yet now needing to figure out how to stay relevant and provide value, is a preferable scenario. i do not expect sympathy.
for someone in my situation this is possibly the worst case scenario; long experienced but not fully versed in latest tools/techniques/frameworks. where can i provide the most value?
whatever leadership i’ve been allocated is not reinforced or supported; it does not come with confidence or agency. i am someone to yell at when things go bad.
the most striking thing is how work issues affect me personally. my ability to be productive and useful is enormous to my self-image. my current job, as it’s (not) structured, does not help. at all.
my hope for 2018 is to get a better grasp on how depression affects my life, to minimize its limiting affects on my happiness and my ability to improve this world.
personally, i both made great strides, and suffered unexpected setbacks. mentally i’m in a better place than i was a couple years ago, but i’m now aware of how far i have yet to go.
like i wish my job could be like what they espouse it might be, but the reality is so far from that it’s almost insulting to (the people in my situation who are actually doing it)
i think most of my house projects could be easier if i invented a time machine, went back and gave the previous owners of my house a level and a stud finder.